VIRGO-LIBRA
Reppin':
TEXAS
Label:
Ex-GF #1
Era:
Circa 18 to
Winter 24
of the Sith
Grade/GPA:
A- (3.86)
The True Biopic (To Make A Long Story Short):
For real, I dunno WTF we had other than an open relationship....
but, whatever it was lasted 7 1/2 years, our families knew, and
it was serious enough to have us throwing around The L Word
despite the dynamics being hella confusing and weird.
This honey was a serious nympho
who always claimed that
she could only be faithful to me,
but I never believed her bcuz
I couldn't see how she could be loyal
when she was always cheating with me.
Even though it sounds cliche,
despite having an open relationship,
we did many of the same things that
exclusive couples do together
of course with the exception of
committing our bodies 100%,
reporting our whereabouts and returning home to each other,
spending Valentine's Day, holidays, and birthdays together,
not dating and forming relationships/bonds with other people
even though both of us were kinda irked when it happened,
and we never celebrated an anniversary bcuz
it's pointless when you're off and on so fuckin much anyway.
But, we'd go on dates, chill, argue, makeup, do booty calls,
say I Love You on the reg, sweat that late period,
spend all night talking till the wee hours of the morning, and
I'd crash @ her place in her bed on drunken nights of clubbing.
She'd take me shopping with her when she'd buy sexy heels,
we had no problem doing PDAs (especially in the club),
maintained open communication about who we were fucking
before getting mad at each other for not committing, and
would present ourselves in public like a couple
regardless of who happened to be around.
That's what made the whole relationship so confusing.
In the very beginning, she said that she wanted a commitment,
but I refused to give it to her bcuz I was still bitter about
her dumping me (without giving a reason) 2 years prior.
So, much of this relationship centered around hedonism
and a pact initiated by her for a smorgasbord of sexual fantasies.
including DP, threesomes, and gangbangs.
I just eventually realized that I didn't want my love story to be
one that included a breakup resulting in anybody's broken heart
(and I made that decision at the beginning before we started).
So, I was willing to be the most unconventional of lovers with her
while giving each of us the freedom to find our true soulmate.
We just weren't ideal bcuz our POV of love and sex clashed.
It's really as simple as that.
But, damn, this ride was sooooo much fun.
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